So it has been a long drawn out day.I got some laundry done and my niece helped me make a casserole.The freezer door wouldn't shut,the ice had grown into the door so have had to turn it off and defrost it,had to empty it of everything.I will give the ice time to melt and mop up the excess water before switching it back on,so then it should shut properly again,the door.

I am tired,it has been boring today and I hated being alone when my niece left.
Tonight I am going to watch the first film in the Guardian Of Galaxy films.

It is going to be on telly.I am wondering whether or not my abnormal cells have turned to cancer?I haven't been bleeding so they may not have.I am trying not to worry.
What I am worried about is benefits being cut,people being transferred form DLA which is the benfit I am on to PIP which is the benefit replacing DLA are not being awarded enough points to qualify for PIP even though they qualified for DLA.One man had poor vision and mental illness and he says the assessors lied and told half truths to fail him so he did not get awarded the PIP.I am scared cos PIP is a gateway benefit I will lose a lot of money if they stop me it!
It doesn't help there is always stuff in the papers about people having their benefits cut and still being really ill.I feel scared.Sometimes I can not worry and say it won't happen to me,and surely with all my illnesses they can't stop my money.I am due to be transferred from DLA to PIP this coming September,I also think if they are out to save a lot of money and they haven't met their targets I will get mine cut.

It is cold today too even though I have had the heating on.I gave in my readings for the meter they told me today I have to pay £10 a fortnight extra to what I am already paying,which means less to live on.

I wish someone loved me and would hold me in their arms and reassure me all will be well.I need hugs folks if you are watching.

My cats are home and cuddled up.I am looking forward to watching that film.