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Originally Posted by lilypup
Well, I posted a thread on here last week about how depressed I was and how I had been that way for a long time. So last Friday morning I was sitting around pretty down and then about 11am the fog lifted! It was strange. Colors seemed brighter and I wanted to go places and do things. Not like in a hypo state, but in a "normal" state.
I do feel odd, however. I am shakier than normal (I normally have tremors, but these are a little worse). I feel strange because I don't want to commit to too much in case I get down again. And I don't know how long this will last. But it is nice not to want to sit on the couch all day. I am actually looking forward to doing things. Easter was a really nice day and I felt able to handle all of it just fine. I didn't have the "dread".
I have no idea why the sudden and rapid change. I went on Buspar about three weeks ago and have almost eliminated my use of Klonopin. Maybe that helped.
Anyone have any thoughts? Thanks.
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My only thoughts are hallelujah and enjoy it! A few weeks ago I had a day of total clarity where it felt like the mental illness fog had lifted and I could see my life clearly. I realized that I had to quit beating myself up because I'm not playing on a level field and I wrote a letter from the well me to the sick me for future use. I'm happy for you.