Oh and before I go, I have one more point that I need to make. There is a reason why I'm so focused on my passions and ambitions at the expense of relationships and the reasoning is simple:

I don't trust people. I've been hurt far too many times to trust another human being fully ever again and considering the fact that you need trust to build intimacy with another human, marriage is something that is out of reach for me. I'm also a very socially awkward geek who has difficulties approaching women without being seen as a creep or weirdo and the only time I have ever had sex was a few times with a prostitute because I have such difficulties attracting women when it doesn't involve money.

So I focus on my goals and passions in life as a way to escape from that hurt while hopefully giving the world something that outlives me one day. Changing is too much of a headache for me so I would much rather avoid relationships all together and the risk of being hurt in favor of things that are certain to bring me joy.

That is all.