I've been wondering the same thing lately. I'm so doped up on 6 different meds with high dosages, that I don't think I know what normal is anymore.

I'm wondering if I too just suffer from anxiety disorders and BPD. It seems that anti-depressants just don't do anything for me anymore, except Wellbutrin, but that's because it's like speed. I can't take those types of drugs though because they cause too much anxiety.

I pretty much just feel ho-hum now these days. Stable, but blah.

I wanna know what it would be like if I started fresh and got off all my meds, now that I've learned more about myself and how to deal with certain situations.