Cami,

I understand.

It was difficult for me to read your post and it is even more difficult for me to write a reply because of my own memories of abuse.

You are not alone and it was not your fault.

I am glad you are strong enough to share this with us--thank you for trusting us.

Please know I can relate to your feelings.

I hope you can find some type of peace. Healing from this tragedy is going to be difficult, but you have taken a huge step by sharing with us. Please take care of yourself.