I know what my blocks are in my personal life. I know what I need to do for myself. The tradeoff isn't worth it to me, Darrel.

I've been offered suggestions to keep both "the block" but not let it be one. Not sure I'm making sense here. The way around the block, instead of removing it, again... it's not worth it to me. I'm not willing to make the necessary changes. This could well be a stubborness on my part, I'm aware of it, but for whatever reason, I don't take those options.

I'll certainly give your words a lot more thought, though.