(It's because I have to move for work/school, not cause my MDD is better or because I did a weird boundary thing or something.)
Our last session is in 6-7 weeks. She says it seems like I'm pulling away. I guess I am? Not on purpose. It's because I'm scared of how bad it's going to feel when we have to terminate. (She and my pdoc said they're going to keep in touch to make sure that I'm doing well with my new T/pdoc and stuff, but still it's an ending.)
And it's not just that I'm getting a new T and pdoc, it's also that I'm going to be in a new city/apartment/job and none of my friends will be around. I've had to make big moves before (four or five times in the last 10 years), but that was before I had depression and I'm scared.
Help?
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