Perna~
Thank you for your compliments. I think I do try.. just sometimes its blind to me when I get to feeling depressed, or get overwhelmed. You would laugh if you could see the notes I took from your post lol. Well maybe not. But I do take it seriously. I take alot of notes from here. Because I dont want to be like this.. paralyzed by fear and hurt.

Thank you for your story and everything else Perna.

Hugz
Beth