That's on my list to do asap. The pawn shops have to hold anything that comes in for 2 weeks before putting it available for sale.....I already started to call them the next morning. I have the phone book I took from the hotel room, so have the list of 12/13 shops....police also suggested doing that.

I am trying so hard not to let my husband keep pushing my buttons right now. He has been a horrible person since I got home....& while I was gone, did nothing to help get anything packed so I could load up & go back to KY in a few weeks. I don't know what I'm going to do right now about that......

I just feel so sick right now, I don't know where to turn or what to do....helpless with the moving situation & my plans.....I have myself closed up in my room right now....exhausted & so frustrated because anytime I get close to him, he sets me off & I really loose it.

I have to focus on the theft right now & he is no help at all...just lays around doing nothing. He kept telling my psychologist that he isn't depressed, & yet, he tells me that he was so depressed while I was gone that he couldn't do anything....contradictions from the word go.

I can't believe how much I hate this person I have been with for over 32 years.....it just isn't a healthy feeling.

My psychologist in is Isreal for the next month, & I have only been in contact with him over the phone since I left California in Oct......luckily, I just talked to a licensed Clinical Social Worker that is taking on any of his emergencies.....I ended up being one of those, so she is going to schedule an appointment with me for Monday......

I feel like my whole world is spinning around in circles & all I want to do is escape right now

Debbie