We have 24 hours of sobriety...can barely sleep. :/

Borderliners have switches...extreme emotional switches but generally are triggered. OSDD maybe?

I can't take a drink...ever.

Drugs and alcohol throws more chaos on the chaos. It's an illusion and a lie that drinking makes it easier to handle...it just postpones it which causes more chaos.

It sucks not being "normal" it creates it's own stresses.