I wish my mother had just given me a heartfelt apology.

I am tempted to show her all the paperwork I have that proves she manipulated, used, and lied to me. I'd be falsely in hopes that she will see that she was wrong and at least apologize.

But she won't and that confrontation will definitely go badly.

I know if you have to demand an apology, it doesn't mean anything anyway, once it's coerced.

I'm just so angry and sad, having a hard time coping with losing my whole FOO to this BS perpetuated by my narcissist mother.