ex T,
Today was awful and I've been seriously considering contacting you for the first time in almost 2 months... but to be honest, I think that would only make things more difficult for me right know.
Sometimes I think I'm getting better but then I find myself back at the starting point. I'm still trying to shut my feelings off because some things hurt too much. I know I have to feel the pain in order to let go, but I've been avoiding to do so for so long that I no longer know how to do it.
I often wonder if you ever think of me. I've been thinking of you every day sice I left and sometimes I feel like I will never get over this pain.