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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14
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Safety. Freedom. They don't seem to fit together.
I do know we talked about that tonight. I've had no space to think on it. It's troubling me. I truly don't know how those two things work together. How do they coexist?
I want to understand and feel it. The package. I don't know how to truly give it to Him and let it go. How do I take myself out there on the very edge of a branch and truly trust, with no holds barred?
This is troublesome. This is something else I have to figure out and fix.
Maybe not. Maybe I will just be quiet and listen. Not push. Not pull. Lean in to it.
Sounds easy right? Maybe from your perspective. Not from mine.
I will work on it and I will listen and feel what comes.
Thank you!!
You rock!! [emoji254]
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The figuring out and fixing is a big theme in my life also, TR. I think from reading other posts and the fact that you quote Brennan Manning this will be ok to say, but if not, feel free to ignore it. I have found the AA prayer, "God, show me your will and give me the power to carry it out" to be really helpful when trying to get things fixed within my internal system.