Thanks for not judging me, I don't remember writing this but the proof is in the pudding :/

Im not trying to throw away my sobriety... I don't want to drink, I just dont feel anything for it.. no need for it, it has nothing for me if you know what I mean.?

My therapist has told me that I Dissociate a lot... and that i have borderline traits...

I'm trying to understand the dissociative aspect of my experience, but its confusing... I guess because im in the midst of the storm, difficult to get an outer perspective on whats going on currently