I've spent the best part of 3 years getting over my feelings for you, and I really thought I was doing ok. Then yesterday I was looking through the Counselling Directory and there you were (complete with photo), you have moved away from community based therapy into full time private practice (you were only doing private work part time when I was seeing you).

My head knows I will never see you or speak to you again, and it would be a bad idea if I did, but I desperately want to make contact... Though I know you would probably refuse to see me, you terminated our sessions when you sensed I was becoming too dependent.
I hadn't thought about you in such a long time and now after seeing your profile, you are all I can think about...

Why do I even miss you so much? You were only recently qualified when we met, you were kind but inexperienced, you had none of the insight and wisdom of T1 or T3, yet there was something about you that I felt drawn to.

*****..!!! I don't want thoughts of you screwing with my head again.