I've felt similar with mine as well! She gets me to do homework and asks me about it and with the sheets in my hand I skim over the awful things I've written about myself and stick with the fluffy light stuff or the things I wouldn't necessarily care if anybody knew. I don't know why I can't get myself to just read what I have written down but I completely freeze
I'm glad she doesn't tell me to read something like an email out loud but I do wish she pushed me more or else I don't think I'll get very far in this