I'm right in the middle of it. It sucks. Irritable, lots of energy, than no energy. Motivated to do things, then I don't want to do them. Happy then sad.
God, why us? Why have we been burdened with this horrible disease. I never know how I'll feel any day. It's a horrible roller coaster.
If it weren't for my kids, I'd have given up a long time ago. I look at ppl that make decisions, and stick with them! I envy that. I can't make a decision. Or I make one, then change my mind. Story of my life.
Sorry for ranting. Just suffering right now.
Thanks for listening
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Bipolar II (mostly depressive episodes  )
OCD
300mg Wellbutrin
10mg Lexapro
300mg Lamictal
Xanax 1mg PRN
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