I do trust that he wants to help me. I don't trust what he might think about me.

He seemed to want to jump right into all the big stuff. Our second session he started asking me about my worst and best memories of my father and mother. I refused to answer the worst memories part, and I honestly couldn't answer the best memories part. Then he asked me to do some writing before my next session, and I refused that too. We discussed goals, and I couldn't come up with one. That is why I think he is at a loss and wondering why I'm there.

So I guess maybe I need to tell him that I want to talk to him, but I am afraid he will think I am stupid. I'm also not sure I will even be able to do it once I do tell him that. I feel like a failure at the whole thing.