Currently, I don't want to begin meds. I would hate that. yeah, my downs suck, but my ups are great! I get really hyper, and really happy, I act completely high, like a total idiot, but it feels GREAT. It can be dangerous, (spending, ect) but luckily, I'm 15 and my parents don't give me any money, so that's not an option even if I wanted to. Right now, all I have on me is a dollar, so if I was manic, the worse I would do would be to buy a candy bar. Not much of a big deal, if you ask me.
My depressions are worth my Mania, and If my parents or docs tried to force meds on me, I would most def. Tongue them (hide them under tongue and spit them out afterward) Yesterday I was depressed, and I'm feeling some manicness coming on, and I couldn't be happier. As I type I feel it growing I'm getting MANIC!!

*Runs around stupidly*

FINNAALLLYY!!!