(((just)))

I'm trapped too. I understand completely. For a few years I convinced myself to suck it up and deal with it, just focus on the babies and do what I have to too become more independent. Just this pass year something has snapped in me and I'm beginning to change into somebody I don't recognize. I held strong for along time but I don't think it lasts forever, especially with the demand growing children take. It's hard and at times feels so hopeless. Basically all we can do is be strong and find a companion with in ourselves....it's the strength we have to discover as mothers.