I'm quite mentally stable right this moment, I tired to sleep and it ended up as 2-3 hrs of not sleeping at all, I'm on 29th hrs by now. I construct my brain with the freedom I got, so I got this new idea/theories going on in my head, it feels as big as this quantum universe, I'm safe within my controllable ability, the real life seems a bit tedious, and this can't be good.

And here's another thing, it simply feels right when things I posted/pondered about follows me later on, maybe it was almost over 6,8 months ago, a year ago? It was about a human mind being outside of the perspectives. While I was tuning myself into my musics that I like, it felt like I was above/outside of the perspectives, there were no questions, they sounded like offering of another persons's perspectives, no frames/frills, or superstructures were needed to understand the floating ideas, it's new to me, I don't know what this is conceptually called in this world, I had couple of other ideas too yesterday, I better not name anything, it's just wonderful.