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911am and already got into a fight with my mother. don t know if it's her or me. she has pretty faulty thinking my whole life and just a host of other issues so I'm leaning towards her. but I feel bad at some things I said bringing up the past which I know she feels guilty about already.
It seems whenever I'm doing really good she has to find something to bring me down. bringing people down is her specialty but the thing is she doesn't even realize it.
sigh. sorry for the rant. I'm going back and forth in my head whether to sleep because I work tonight or just wing it. but that would mean 2 nights with no sleep which is a nono
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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