Dear T,

I want to contact you. Tomorrow I can and will, to confirm our session for Friday, but I want to, I want to NOW. I think I have realised that I don't generally like people. Well, I think I already knew that but I think it is being cemented and I am not sure that this is a good thing. People are loud, inconsiderate, don't have manners, are scary and threatening and distracting and just basically get in the way of me having a quiet and peaceful life.

I am not sure what to do with this. Do I accept that I don't like people and just spend all of my days isolated or can I try to learn to live alongside others. I am not sure.

Today I miss you a little and I am looking forward to seeing you, but I still plan on having a good day tomorrow.

Love you T.