I've learned a lesson from getting hurt in dealing with people. I'm going to be much more careful now, if some interaction comes up where I can get hurt.

It's the personal, close relationships that really hurt me. When there's supposed to be love and trust, but they're just users and back stabbers.

My job deals with negotiating, and I'll be very cautious with taking that on, but that's when I expect an adversary.

I've torn myself up inside from stress, anger, grief, hysteria.

Gotta go easy now.