Tryin, would you consider going back to your therapist? Last time I went numb like that, it was because I couldn't cope with the strength of my emotions anymore. I don't know if there is a similar reason for you. Maybe talking with your T again about your feelings would help you some? I know you may not want to hear this, but I'm concerned about you Beth, and I want you to feel happy...

You told me not long ago that I shouldn't isolate myself from you and this community since it would just make my depression worse. Well, if you don't mind, I'll ask you to take your own advice...

Sorry if this hurts you in any way, but I'm trying to help...

~ Silver.