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I am not coping with things so well at the moment want to self injure...if i say this to my husband he will ask why i feel this way and i cant my sister is here and she has her own **** to deal with plus i dont want to upset my sister my husband is busy playing games and he is so tired he didnt get much sleep last night he cant just go to bed when he wants and am awake at the moment av taken my night meds id call the crisis team but again i dont want my sister to hear me on the phone and get up set she is here until friday
my husband deal with so much **** from me he'd be better off with out me here sometimes i feel i should go somewhere and sleep rough so he can have a better life with someone better than me
he needs someone to look after him for a while
want to self injured on vital areas of my body
it would cause injury or death ...i should be dead
am worth nothing at all ...am **** on some ones shoe
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