thanks everyone..(((hugs)))

i calmed down.. i guess im getting used to these idiots. ive seen razorblade Tshirts etc as well.

i am NOT into "cutting is cool" culture dont get me wrong. i dont follow any particular stereotype or subculture. i dress how i dress because i like it. i think "fitting in" with a subculture for the sake of being "different" or an "individual" defeats the purpose because, no youre not an individual. you're just following a not-as-popular fashion.

anyway point is i like alot of black etc. so yeah while unfortunately there are people out there who give every person in black a bad name, i dont want to let them turn me off, do you know what i mean?

ive seen way sicker too, some of you might not believe the kind of stuff thats out there, but its only razorblades in particular that trigger me. im even fine with blood personally.

i dont know why. maybe its something more to do with blood being something thats in all of us and razorblades, to me, representing self destruction, which i am all too familiar with.

either way i dont think it really takes a genious in my age group ( who have grown up with it a bit more perhaps ) to figure out what a razorblade is representing on these people when so many of them give a stereotyped bad name to the rest of us..