I don't want to do all the things that are involved in every day life. It's too hard.

My brain is not functioning well enough to be able to have a proper conversation with anyone, I can barely seem to complete sentences without ****ing it up. Today at work I lost count of all the times I just gave up speaking mid sentence because it wasn't making sense.

I nearly walked straight into a display because I forgot how to move to the right. It was like I was telling my brain I need to go right now, and instead I just kept on going straight.

If I could just hide out in my room then it wouldn't matter that I can't seem to manage normal every day things.

I don't know how to make my brain work again. This isn't me.

I don't know what the point of this post is, I just feel like I need to tell someone I'm broken. I'm not sure I can be fixed.