I don't think that lacking emotion is actually equivalent to being "too stable." It sounds like you might want to talk to your pdoc about a meds change. Or possibly your therapist to get to the bottom of WHY you are so flat?
I experienced this last summer. Flat as a pancake. It wasn't that I had no emotions. It was that I had SO MANY emotions, I was overwhelmed. So my brain/psyche just shut them down for me.
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Julie
Bipolar I
Agoraphobia w/Panic Features
Current Episode: Depressed beginning 11/16
Oxcarbazepine 1200
Tapering off Quetiapine
Bupropion ER 300
Yoga and Meditation
You are not your illness. You have an individual story to tell. A name, a history, a personality. Staying yourself is part of the battle.
--Julian Seifter
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