Dustin:
Like I've said before, YOU are good looking and talented, and a sweet character and you have a sense of humor when you let yourself. You fret too much over what other people think about you. You are a vivacious, walking hormone machine who simply needs his FIRST experience
with a woman. You learn what women want when you pick
one who's a bit older than yourself. Not your T who's way too old. And that's not going to happen!!!! Ask your father
what he thinks of the idea. I once heard that fathers took their sons to "cat" houses for that very same reason. I don't know if that's true or not, but it seems to me that that's where a lot of young dudes go for a roll in the hay!!!
You are entering a world of "lust" at this age, and if you don't talk to someone about it, you could get the wrong advice. Talk to your dad. He's the next best thing for you.
Ask him what he did for his first time. Don't be embarrassed about it.....he was once a teenaged hormone factory himself. He can give you honest answers that you
can learn from and explore. Try that son and see if you aren't both on the same wave length.
Good luck.
Don't worry about being jealous, when the time is right, it will happen. Relax! you've got to start somewhere.......start
DATING!!!

drmr