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Jeg elsker deg. 我爱你。I love you.

I'm amazed that you said you feel like you're trying to get closer, but unable to; and that you see I'm trying to open up but are unable to. You said that after we talked about my confession of recording sessions. It amazes me that you still want to get closer after that. That you still wonder each time if it's you not being good enough at providing safety. I thought that if you didn't fire me, you would have given me a stern reprimand. But you said you wanted to be closer...I don't understand.