We went to 5 meetings in 4 days of sobriety and was hoping our system would settle down. Not happening.

We are experiencing an hours worth of 'revolving door' switching anywhere from 1/2-2 second intervals for an hour. This amounts to tons of missing memories and time. I will hear 2-3 words then gone. It's amazing how fast an hour can fly by. It's also very uncomfortable and we can't even sit still- too obvious. After the meeting for the rest of the night we are exhausted. I might as well drink...at least thats's fun... not.

We are done drinking because we are beginning to have fun sober. This only happens there for we are fine all day. Ho hum....