(((((((((Brit)))))))))

Don't worry about those guys, they are just a drop in the bucket we call time. A man that can truly see you for what you are and respect your wishes is the right man for you. I know how you are feeling as far as not feeling like people like you. I felt for a long time that I was a failure to my wife and kids. It has taken me two months and a lot of time on PC (and the people here) to start to realize that I was not a failure. I did not give up on myself or my kids or my wife. It was this illness that had taken a hold of my life. I will be saying a prayer for you in hopes that you make it through this rough time. Anytime you want to talk please PM me. All I have to offer is my words of love and caring.