We were outsourcing and i was in a mixed episode. The company had a 20% lay-off the next month. I am alone.

Well, this pile of **** is, Depression. I am in a couple sticky situations that are personal, and have little to no motivation to get a job as i am still feeling down about those couple of situations. For all i know it could even prevent me from getting employed. On top of this, as i said, it seems as though i cant take care of my self. I cant save enough money for food even sometimes, my hygiene and general cleanliness. I can't muster up the energy to care. I'm even ignoring my phone calls, and i know some are from my recruiter, trying to get me nice jobs.