I get why you'd be ready to NOT be in the hospital anymore, but don't not go just because you've already spent a lot of time there (yes 32% sounds like a lot, but it's all totally arbitrary when you think about it...there is no normal/abnormal good/bad amount of time, just what YOU need).

As far as you being a fugitive - yes, that would seem to complicate matters...more or less depending on the nature of your crime and your line of work...

If you could have everything your way, what would life look like to you? I mean, if you decided to give the 'real world' a shot - what would that mean?