Please know that you are not alone. I too feel like that a lot too. I've tried so many things in life, too many to list. For some reason I have a hard time learning certain things, and I really don't have any natural talents. I have very little energy or motivation, and I really dislike that about myself. I'm sure you have redeeming qualities though just as I do. You are unique; there is nobody on Earth that is quite like you!