So they tell me i have to quit smoking pot because theyve decided its bad for me. So i havent since the 1st and its not that bad except late at night when im here alone. How do people go thru life without drugs or alcohol anyway? Stuck alone in my head with overwhelming thoughts and no way to blunt them. Oh hey we are going to add lots of stressful activities to your day and take away the only way you can relax. No worries tho if you dont listen to us we will ship you out to a hospital and commit you. Anxiety meds? Naw you would just abuse them like the pot, none for you. Im flip flopping all over the place tonight from pissed to depressed and sad to so angry im foaming at the mouth to crying. I want to ask them if the point of life is to be happy why are they taking my happy drug away? Theyd probably commit me for asking such a thing blah blah blah. How long does alcohol stay in your system anyway? Could i at least drink on friday nights? As they are testing my urine at the day treatment randomly, would it leave my urine before say the monday? I need some escape from this crazy world.