For the past few days I feel my mood elevating. I thought it was just normal happiness, but now I'm not so sure. I feel very confident and excited, but it's mainly over reasonable things (winning grants, planning travel, etc.).
But I'm also having some of my classically manic trains of thought. For example... "OMG I get to each zucchini for dinner! Isn't that grand? I'm so blessed that I get to actually eat it and enjoy it and then tomorrow I'll eat more things! And the color is so wonderful and I'm breading them which is amazing and I'm smiling ear to ear!"
I like to catch my upswings before they turn into a problem. When do you hit the panic button and reach out to your pdoc?
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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