Hello my lovely t. Yeah, so I'm on my 2nd glass of wine. That's why this is here and not in an email! I have learned that lesson well, not to email when under the influence. heh. Anyway. Yeah. That **** we talked about last night, the how my job/the company I work for is not in line with my values... it's been f'ing with me all day and I had a crap day at work, feeling so out of place, so out of tune, I dunno. So not ME. I need to do something. Because now I am drinking to stop thinking and that's never a good thing> I want to email you but I won't don't worry. I am gladd you asked me if I would come next week. Because if you had not said that I would have likely just scheduled 2 weeks out. I need you and when I'm almost 2 glasses of wine gone I'm not ashamed of needing you. Or loving you. And I do. Love you. So let's hurry up and fix me huh t?! whys' it taking so long? i know you say i'm not broken but something inside me feels like it broke this weekend. that shifting i talked about it felt more like a breaking of some kind and i need you. so let's figure this out shall we????