I am at a very stressful time in my life. Things have been stressful for a while now but just to explain further....

1) I'm in school right now and last day is 5/8 so finals are coming up even as....

2) My lease is up on 5/31 but my landlord said he'd let me out on 4/30 which I would really like to do since....

3) I haven't had a full time job since December. I lost my long term job last April and I haven't managed to claim ONE WEEK of unemployment. Here in Florida they make you jump through hoops about where you applied etc. Plus they shortened the time frame you have to do it so there have been times I didn't look, times I looked but didn't look enough, times I looked enough but didn't get the weeks in on time. Plus as a student they also ask that and ask if you were given employment if you'd leave school for full time employment and I'm not leaving school for the $275/week they give me, so yeah, that's why I've been blazing through my IRA.

I'm moving in with one friend of mine who is very nice and it will be affordable but I need to get out of here and I need help that I'm afraid to ask for. My place has fallen into complete chaos and THAT is why I don't want to ask. There aren't many people I invite into my disaster and I FEEL like every time I ask my best friend she doesn't want to be bothered. My son too. My son is great in many ways - BEST KID EVER - but as far as helping me make decisions about what to do with my **** and how to get rid of it etc. that isn't his forte.

My sisters would be helpful but they're in CT. I'm not medicated so this packing thing is a CHORE and a DISASTER and with the stress of school - I just don't think it's going to happen. Oh! And did I mention I need to get my app in for college in the fall? Yeah. That too. Sometimes I sit here just hoping someone will REALIZE how bad off I am and offer to help. How insane is that? Like a f*cking fairy godmother or something. Just bury me now.