Hi timeforsleep,

I, too, did ECT therapy. I had six treatments this past winter, to treat severe depression. In my case, it didn't help the depression, and it also left me with severe cognitive deficits and ongoing memory loss. The cognitive effects have improved a little bit in the ensuing 10 months or so, but at this point, I am beginning to think there is going to be permanent damage. Yes, it was also expensive - Medicare covered part of the expense, but I did also have had significant bills to pay on my own part.

I know ECT does help some people, but you should be aware that it does have significant risks. Knowing what I know now, I regret ever having done it. I would never do another ECT treatment for any reason in my own case. And for other people, I would only recommend it as a treatment of last resort, if you've tried all other available treatments - thoroughly, with your best effort, and with the best medical assistance you can access - and nothing has helped. That's my thought on it.

If you are a student (I think you said this in another message further down) hopefully you are able to get some sort of counseling support through your school or college. Many colleges have good counseling centers. Thinking of you - please take gentle care of yourself.

Take care,
ErinBear