The suicide hotline is a good number to call when you really need someone to talk to. But if they think you seriously need help, they will send someone out to pick you up and they will load you up in the back of a truck and take you off. I've seen it happen before trust me though, you won't like where they take you after they load you up in the back of the truck... Not telling you not to call them if you need someone to talk to just telling you what may happen if they think talking over the phone isn't working.. Hope i helped ^.^