Hey there, let me tell you a little bit about my relationship. I need some advice. I feel like i have hit rock bottom and i just dont know what to do anymore.
Okay, to start off, my current boyfriend and i have been together for about 2 years. We didnt know each other long at all and i got pregnant. (i thought he was just going to be a fun person to be with for a little while and then hopefully it would have progressed to something else.) During this relationship we have had TONS of financial issues. We are still currently NOT living together due to the financials and we MIGHT see each other once a month now. He lives two counties away amd works too much. Anyway, i have now began to argue alot more than usual with him because he is never around to see me or our daughter. So im supporting my child and our child together with no help from him at all. He is constantly either working his job, working on his vehicle, or fishing.
I feel like im going crazy. I do love him and i would love if this relationship would work out for the best. But, i cant help but get mad at him and start a huge fight on a daily basis due to him not being around at all. Am i being immature? When he and i are together, we are very happy. Laughing, joking around, having fun. Its only since we are apart all the time. I feel like he doesnt want me or the kids or doesnt want to grow up. Im constantly telling him i cant take it anymore. I know couples have rough patches in their relationship and even in finances but for years? I need help in deciding if im stupid if i stay in this relationship. Should i just walk away and raise my children alone? Or should i keep waiting and hanging on? I need some outside light shed onto this issue. Im almost desperate for some advice of any kind! Please help