Hey there, annxo, im sorry you feel that way. i hope it isnt anything to extreme and that things get better for you soon. i may not know who you are personally, but i know you are someone and that you deserve to feel happy. and its okay to feel down sometimes, i feel down too sometimes out of no where but eventually it gets better. just as long as we try staying as positive as one can be in a situation like that. well anyways, wish you the best and happiness.