I've read from every section in the spirituality and self help category..Believe me, I've read too much.
But now I need something else. I think I need to express myself (been repressing and avoiding life by default). But now, I am here. I need to face some darkness I think. That is also part of self expression. I don't know. Will take that nap. But my also cry and might relapse with some things. Showing "I'm okay" as a facade is killing me. Sorry...