Went to my regular physcian for the self harm injury.the gauze was so stuck to my skin they were going to use a scalpel till he finally got it off without one.its infected and im using all this stuff to treat it though im not the best at knowing what im doing.
I also saw my therapist earlier that day after getting ripped off by bus driver cause one driver charged 25 cents up the other charged fifty cents back.anyway me and my therapist ended up in this stupid argument over the behavior of the staff at the hospital.her response maybe if i stayed out of the er this wouldnt have happened .but i went cause i got tired of hurting myself.i was thinking.then shes like maybe if you copperated they wouldnt talk that way about your parents.which is not the point it was still wrong to say that my parents dont care about me and the other stuff they said.she said i have control over my behavior i tried to explain i often. Feel i dont in ers .but she just debated with me till it seemed petty to do and i gave in. Right at this point ive seen more counseling from my regular doctor than her im in the process of getting a new therapist hopefully this one is not a dud