Morning Dr. S,

I see you in 9.5 hours, thank gawd, maybe? scared. All of a sudden I don't wanna talk about what needs to be talked about. Where did all my bravado go from the other day when I knew I was ready to talk about this. I will talk about it, it needs to be talked about. Grrrr. can you read me the story again? I know I know... I'm a grown adult. Please read it to me again. I'm not feeling very big right now. Take care of me, keep me safe.

- me