Thanks, allautumn. I really appreciate your kind words. This particular si urge passed a while ago. And I have committed myself to quitting cutting. Tommorrow will be my 1 month mark.

I am also slowly healing from the losses that I've suffered. It hits me still sometimes, and maybe it will forever. But it gets a little tiny bit easier to handle with every passing day.

I SOOOO appreciate your support & acknowledgement of my post & my pain.
*hugs* if you want them

Angela