i was robbed/mugged last night on my way home after leaving my university campus...... i can't stop reflecting and thinking about "if only", "what if i had", etc. i'm currently experiencing a ton of self-guilt and shame about the whole ordeal, even though i wasn't physically harmed, i haven't been able to stop crying since the incident. what's worse is that it was my phone (700$+) that was stolen, and the idea of it never being returned to me makes me feel that much worse. i feel like a coward for being this emotionally upset/devastated/what have you but my mind cannot stop revolving around it at this point in time. is it silly that i want to email my professors asking for the upcoming week off? i've never been this shaken in my life.