I am 53.
Had a 22 year relationship..not so great.
Had a 6 year relationship..not so great.
Had a 5 year relationship..worse than ever.

I am so relieved that this guy was removed from my house this week. I can breathe...I hope I can sleep better soon..I think I am still in shock...and angry at myself for putting up with his crap for so long.

I just realized..if I CAN STAY SINGLE..I will definitely live longer.
If you are not in a good relationship...I know from experience it can take years off your life.

If you are in a good relationship..I envy you and wish you continued happiness..but it is not FOR ME.